Gap Pink Theory Novel Chapter 58 – Backstage [Khun Sam] (Part 10)
After saying everything to Mon, the little girl, who slept next to me, smiles at me and reaches out to touch my nose, as she always does. Now we are naked under the blanket. Our legs are crossed, sweating in this cold room. Our sexual experience was the best ever.
Nobody lost.
“It’s enough for me. I don’t need any wedding ceremonies, I just need you.”
“It means I broke my promise. I have never broken a promise before.”
“I know. I am proud that you chose your grandmother first.”
“Why?”
“Because if you chose me, it would mean that if you found a better person in the future, you would abandon me. Besides, if you abandoned your beloved grandmother, why wouldn’t you abandon me?”
I kiss her hand before caressing her shoulder with my lips.
“Hey Hey. You are so naughty. Rest first.”
“We did almost nothing. I want more, honey.” I continue to resist, but she pushes me onto the bed and climbs on top of me.
“I am obsessed with this word. I always get sensitive when I hear the word ‘honey’.”
The naughty one is not me, but her. The nature of emotions guides her and we are at the peak again.
“What… what?”
“I want to do this, keep talking while I do it.”
“But we just did…”
“We will do it again.”
“Cheating!”
“Call the police to arrest me.” She tucks herself under the blanket and I can’t resist.
“How am I going to speak? I won’t be able to concentrate.”
“Speak without concentrating… So what? After all this? And Mr. Kirk?”
“It’s strange to talk about another man when we’re joking like this… Ah.”
“Turn your back. I want to hug you from behind.”
She turns me around and starts kissing and licking my back. It makes me shudder.
“That…”
“Go ahead.”
I bite my lips lightly.
We will.
***
I was back at my house… the house where I can stay with Mon.
I thought my house was gigantic. Even though when I bought her, I was used to living alone… but why did I feel so alone? A house without the Mon.
The house, previously covered in earth tones, was now in some shades of pink.
How did I miss that girl so much?
Now nothing could stop our love. Because my grandmother’s ignorance turned into acceptance and she came to understand us, she just asked us to follow some rules to maintain her honor and dignity.
And that doesn’t mean we’ll have hope for everything…
We won’t be able to get married.
When I think about it, I feel a little sad. Normally, I would continue to be Grandma’s good girl like I promised. Despite that, I love a girl and my grandma doesn’t like the idea. But she didn’t complain and seems to have given me permission to date Mon. But as for the wedding… I had promised her that I would marry Kirk, but I couldn’t keep that promise any longer.
I didn’t dare face Mon… For almost two months. If I went to see her, would she still be loving me? It seemed I was disappointing her more and more.
And yes… I was a loser. I didn’t have the courage to go see her. All I did was ask my friends about her.
Tee: Today I took her to the Japanese restaurant. She eats well.
Jim: You take really good care of your friend’s wife.
Kate: Wife? They’re done, aren’t they? PP is getting married tomorrow.
Tee: Well, now I can flirt with Mon.
Kate: You shouldn’t. It’s a rule not to flirt with our friends’ exes or current ones.
Tee: Ah…but she doesn’t deserve to be alone. Do you know how popular she is in my office?
Tee: But since she has me, no one dares to talk to her. Haha ha.
They kept chatting while I wasn’t online . I looked at Tee’s name and got a little irritated, I put my phone down and stepped on the screen that showed her name.
Yes… No one knew I had done this.
Sam Sib Sam: Did you go to a Japanese restaurant? How it was?
Sam Sib Sam: Next time, take her for river prawns in Ayutthaya.
Tee: She told me. This Saturday I intend to take her there. Any restaurant suggestions?
She didn’t understand that I was being sarcastic. Why wasn’t Mon missing me? It wasn’t fair. Only I am restless, missing and hoping that we can be together again.
I was secretly going every day to the corner of the building where she works to watch her leave. And today… it was a little different because Kirk called me after disappearing for a week.
Despite being scared of Mon, I was too pissed off to see Kirk.
“What’s it?”
[Come see me, please.]
“We have nothing to talk about. We are done.”
[But we can be friends.]
“Friends don’t do what you did.”
[I won’t pressure you. I just want to resolve our differences. I can go see her wherever I want.]
I sigh for a long moment. I’m really mad at him, but I don’t hate him.
“Well, where do I want?”
I choose to talk inside a bus, which I’ve never done before. It was so exciting. When I was a student, Grandma would send the driver to pick me up. With my status, position and money, taking a bus was a long way off. For him too.
We were so awkward inside this hot, crowded bus. We were dizzy in there.
“Why did you want to talk to me here? It’s too public.”
“You couldn’t do anything with me here.”
“Not really, but right now I just want to throw up.”
I thought I was the only one who felt like throwing up on this bus. But was funny. I always wanted to stick my hand out the window and feel the wind…
“Please don’t put your arm out!”
The driver yells, and so I pull my arm inside. Why did she yell at me? I just wanted to act like a teenager.
“What do you want to talk about?”
“Then can I talk?” Kirk smiles and takes the handkerchief to dry the sweat. “Miss you.”
“That’s enough, if I want to talk about it, I’m going to get off the bus.”
“Just introducing…”
“Be direct.”
“I’m sorry for what I did.”
He said, surrounded by the noise of the engine and the conversation of other people. But it was loud enough to silence me.
“Just apologizing doesn’t mean we’ll go back to how we were before.”
“It’s better than nothing. I realized that I was bad in your life.” Kirk looks down and tries to smile. “I made it worse. I had another girl and I wanted to force you into a loveless marriage.”
“…”
“I destroyed our relationship out of anger. I’ve known you for so long, I never imagined I could hurt you so much.”
“…”
“Please forgive me.”
he pleaded, which made me look away irritably. I was angry that he had dishonored that day. If he didn’t understand gravity, everything would get worse.
“Let me think for a while.”
“At least give me a chance… Thank you.”
“Hmm…”
“It’s a good thing I didn’t marry you. I don’t know if you would be a good wife for me. You are not kind, nor vivacious. I must find someone to fulfill me.”
These words from Kirk, which were more meant to tease me, made me look at him because I felt insulted.
“You don’t know me well, don’t judge me.”
I was boiling…
“And you want a daughter, I can’t give it to you.”
“I never said I wanted a daughter. But if I had a child, I would want it to be a girl. Just that.”
“Then God wouldn’t do that… I can only give you a boy.”
“Why?”
“Because I have a big dick.”
I was stunned for a while and stared at my friend, who doesn’t mince what he says.
“Don’t be fooled by this little worm.”
“It’s long too. I can’t give you a girl. But either way you’re dating Mon, you won’t have kids.”
“How sarcastic!”
“What are you talking about?”
A nine-year-old boy who was with his sister asks us with interest. Kirk closes his mouth in embarrassment. Only I answer without mincing words.
“Fuck.”
Pfffttt!!!!
The girl spits what she was drinking all over me. I got soaked.
“How did you learn to do that? Oh…”
I grip the sheet tightly, look at her and laugh proudly and embarrassed that I got all over the sheet wet.
“You weren’t the only one who watched porn videos. I watched too.”
She lays down on my back and whispers something in my ear. I lift my hand to cover her face, which is so hot right now.
“Tomorrow, I have to wash this sheet, Mon.”
“I think you will have to wash it every day, Khun Sam.”
“You changed.”
“And how it was? It was good?”
“It was…” I take a breath to regain my energy, turn around and climb onto her. Now I’m on top. “It was good. But it will be better if I do.”
“Try…” Mon, who is on the bottom, hugs me around the neck. “I’ll teach you.”
“Well, share with me.”
I laugh and forget that tomorrow I have to run to work. Even if the prime minister announced the elections or died, it doesn’t matter, nothing is important now.
Now I got my love back. My world is no longer grey. Now it’s full of pink.
At least pink isn’t so bad when mixed with my gray. It turns another pastel pink shade. If I can name my car Duanpen, I can name my love story. I will call…
The Rose Theory.
Splendid!
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