Gap Pink Theory Novel Chapter 55 – Backstage [Khun Sam] (Part 7)
Our fight ended, we loved each other much more again.
Sex brought us closer and closer together. We started from scratch, having fun and doing curious things. And our happiness can’t wait to be announced to the whole world.
But not so fast, first I had to talk to Kirk and end our relationship.
“Mon is my girlfriend. Our contract is void as of now.”
I accept that I spoke because I was upset. I didn’t consider the feelings of my childhood friend, who waited and loved me for so long. It’s the law of the mirror. What goes around comes around. It’s reflex.
Love turned to rancor and revenge…
He disappeared for several days. And came back with support. He didn’t call me anymore.
He dragged my grandma into our game.
Grandma peeked into my house and saw Mon. Also, you learned about the relationship between my Bunny and me. Although Grandma didn’t talk to me about it, I learned from Mon and the message board that Mon was having serious problems.
Tee: What are you going to do?
It was a simple question, but I couldn’t answer it. I just kept looking at the phone to read what they were writing.
Jim: Your grandmother will play this game herself. It will not be easy. Even us, who are her friends, she tried to break us up. And now this… Mon is her girlfriend. Uhhh, terrible.
Kate: PP you’re a good girl type.
Tee: Why are you quiet? We are trying to help you.
Sam Sib Sam: I don’t know. Grandma hasn’t spoken to me yet.
Jim: Your grandma won’t say anything to you. But she will push Mon. Get ready.
Kate: If you plan on having a long term relationship, do something. Otherwise it’s better to break up with her for good. Let her go and look for a better person.
Kate: Someone who satisfies your grandmother.
Only sincere people who tell us the truth to our faces are true friends. But what she said kept echoing in my head like I wasn’t able to protect Mon.
If Grandma hasn’t said anything to me, it means I have nothing to worry about.
‘Am I running away from the problem?’
My grandmother never spoke to me about Mon. And I was waiting. I really wanted to talk about Mon to her, but whenever I brought it up, Grandma always changed the topic. Like today, I tried to circle her, but it didn’t work.
It was about love, even if it wasn’t about Mon.
“You’re turning thirty soon. I should get married… I wish I could meet my great-grandson.”
Grandma said while we were having dinner, and of course, Kirk was with us. I look at him indignantly. He should say something to my grandmother.
“I am not ready.”
“If not now, when will it be? You’re wasting your time. Get married soon.”
I bite my lip and place the spoon on the table.
“Seriously… I’m not ready, because there’s something I need to tell you.”
“You said you would be my ideal granddaughter.”
Heavens…
My old words pierced me. I was looking for a way to tell her. “I’ve been your good little girl, but about that…”
“The Sam I know always keeps her promises. Will you continue to be persistent?” She looks at me disappointed. “Like Khun Nueng?”
“Not.”
“Then accept. I’ll let Kirk pick the best wedding date.”
Kirk nods in agreement.
“Yes, Grandma.”
When we’re done, I get ready to leave immediately, but Kirk stops me before he gets into my car.
“Talk to me for a moment, please.”
“I’m avoiding fighting with you, hence the rush to leave. But you came to me.” I stare at him with hate and anger in my eyes. “Get out of my way.”
“If you don’t say anything, it means you agreed to marry me.”
“It will only be a show marriage. I will not sleep with you. I will not go.” I look at him and I know he wouldn’t take this deal.
“If you want to lock yourself in with me, go ahead. If we get married, Mon and I will stay the same.”
“But you need to have a child.”
“You will not sleep with me. We will not have a child.”
“This is real life, Sam, not a soap opera. After marriage, the wife must sleep with her husband.”
“If you want to marry me that badly, I will. But I won’t sleep with you. I will not be your wife. Remember that well.”
I push him away, get in my car and close the door. Kirk taps on the glass and says something I don’t quite understand…
“I love you. I’ll do anything!”
When I start the car, I look at it and sigh.
If you really loved me, you wouldn’t do this…
Because of my ignorance, Mon felt uncomfortable. Even though we said we could love each other in secret. But love is love, it’s not strange to want to have and show off. The girl who persisted for so long couldn’t persist any longer when she found out I was getting married.
If not Kirk, who would it be?
“Let’s finish.”
I always imagined how much it would hurt if she said the word ‘break up’ to me. In fact, hearing it for real was worse. It was painful.
I will not go…
I keep this word in mind and pretend to understand what she said.
“No, I’m not going. Why don’t you believe me? This marriage is just to satisfy my grandmother. Kirk and I will not have a deep relationship.”
“You need to wake up. This is the real world. You’re getting married and it’s going to be impossible for nothing to happen on your wedding night. I’m hurt too. Do you think I don’t feel anything?”
“Then why do we need to break up?!”
“Why? Because I don’t want to become an adulteress.”
The girl in front of me cries painfully. Even though I explained everything, it didn’t work. I couldn’t stop it.
“This world is for the strong. Khun Nueng told me that we couldn’t get past your grandmother, because your grandmother knows the world better than we do.”
“Khun Nueng…?” I was surprised that Khun Nueng spoke to Mon. “What else did she say?”
“She told me I’m too weak. And that you are too good… In this game, the winner is your grandmother and that we both should just accept that fact.”
“I do not accept.”
I answer her with all my anger. Khun Nueng insulted me, just like Jim, Kate and Tee did by saying that they don’t believe I can protect that love.
“What will you do?”
“I’ll show you… I think I’m strong enough. There is a place where we can live together.”
“Khun Sam…”
“I will rebel.”
I’m determined to destroy the promise I made to my grandmother. I never resisted what she wanted. But… not this time.
I won’t be forced easily.
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