Gap Pink Theory Novel Chapter 43 – Ad*ltress
After hearing the whole story through Kate, I tell myself to stop being silly and be more understanding. Huge pressure is on Khun Sam. She has to deal with her grandmother, plus she cares about how I feel.
When she sees me mopping the floor, she runs to hug me from behind like a child.
“Oops, Khun Sam.”
“You came back to me, to my home.”
“Are you surprised?” I look at her and smile. “You are so happy it makes me feel ashamed.”
“I think you are still sulking.”
“Why?”
“You seem hurt about my grandmother. I also think you’re mad at me.”
“Did you think about it all night? You have panda eyes.” I place a pillow on the sofa and support her face. “You don’t look pretty when you sleep poorly.”
But Khun Sam pulls me close and hugs me like I’m his shelter. She feels better having me here… I feel guilty now…
“I can sleep well tonight with you back.”
“Have you eaten anything yet?”
“No not yet.”
“I’ll cook for you. After eating, take a shower.”
“Aren’t we going to do anything tonight?”
I’m shocked for a moment.
“Okay, let’s go. Ah, I will not run away from you, Khun Sam.”
The woman continues to hug me and rests her head close to my neck to rest. We held each other for a moment. So I get up to go cook for her. Seeing Khun Sam eating well is one of my happiness.
Why wasn’t I born a man…
Or like a rich girl? Or why don’t I have a title before my name? So I would deserve it.
“If you keep looking at me like that, I’m going to choke.”
“I am happy to see you enjoying the food.”
“I feel like I’m watching you moan with happiness.”
“Crazy!” I grab a napkin and throw it at her.
“What’s it? You said you like it when I speak my mind.” Khun Sam drinks some water. She stares at me and is silent, as if she’s thinking about something. I stare back at her.
“What do you want to tell me?”
“Do you want to break up with me?”
My heart races when I hear that. I squeeze my hands tightly and fearfully until she takes my hand to calm me down.
“I’m just asking.”
“Would you break up with me?”
“No, never.” Khun Sam said quickly. “I’m asking you why you met my grandmother… Did it ever cross your mind to break up with me?”
“For a moment yes…”
She holds my hand tightly. I put the other one on top to calm her down.
“Just for a brief moment I thought we should break up. Since I always thought I didn’t deserve you. But… I thought to myself, breaking up with you would be the worst.”
“I’m looking for a way to talk to my grandmother. I don’t want to compromise her.”
“Don’t pressure yourself. Do as you see fit. Let it happen.”
“What you mean?”
“I don’t want you to fight with your grandmother. You respect her a lot. We can keep our relationship a secret. You don’t need to tell anyone. We don’t need to put a label on it.”
“Crazy, this is not right.”
Khun Sam said irritably. She pulls her hand back. We didn’t fight, but she’s upset.
“Do we have another choice? You need to think about your status and your family. And me too. My parents don’t know that their daughter has a girlfriend. It would be easier just to love each other in secret. Nothing will change between us. We can stay together… at your place. Just the two of us.”
“But…”
“Do not refuse. If we don’t, our love might end. Besides, you don’t want to fight your grandmother.”
“Wouldn’t that hurt you?”
“I am fine. Only I know how much you love me. I understand.” It’s hard to say. “You can tell your grandma that you broke up with me.”
“Mon…”
“Serious. You should tell her. Or if the two of you don’t talk about it, you can just shut up and let it go. Don’t fight with her. Do not do anything.”
Khun Sam keeps shaking his head disagreeing with me. She gets up and walks in circles.
“Must have a better option.”
“This is the best option. I am well. Normally, our relationship is secret. You only revealed it a little while ago.”
“Why do we have to keep this a secret? There must be a better option.”
“Khun Sam. I’m really okay with it. If we want to be together, we need to keep it a secret.”
“…”
“Please honey.” I get up and hug her. “Right? I will still stay here with you. Tee, Kate and Jim still know about our relationship. When we want to spend time together, we can take a vacation and go abroad.”
“Are you really okay with this? It feels like I’m dishonoring you.”
“For sure.”
***
And happiness is back. Khun Sam and I keep our relationship a secret like before. And everything is going surprisingly well. Khun Sam told me that after we made the deal, she went to talk to her grandmother and everything went well. Her grandmother didn’t ask for explanations or say anything.
We don’t have to worry about anything…
I decided to start working at the beginning of the month. So from now on I will spend as much time with her as possible; And Khun Sam is still paranoid about me, she doesn’t want to let me work elsewhere.
But she understands that we have our own life. She asks me to stay with her every day until she is comfortable with it all. Our love works well and smoothly. I live at her house, clean things, watch TV and cook our dinner, then we go to bed together.
But today… it’s not like usual.
Ding Dong…
The doorbell, which I’ve never heard before, is ringing. I’m cooking dinner and shuddering at the sound. I’m scared that it’s Khun Sam’s grandmother, so I hide in the corner to look out the window, who is it?
“Mr. Kirk?”
I walk confused towards the door to open it for him, how strange to see me there.
“Are you really staying here with Sam…”
“Good night.” The greeting. “You came to see Khun Sam, right?”
“I came to see you, Mon.”
“May I help?”
“Khun Sam’s grandmother told me that you were probably with Sam. So she asked me to check. And it’s true.”
Khun Sam’s grandmother knew…
I pretend to smile at him and invite him inside.
“Please enter first.”
“H…Hmm.”
Seriously, what a climate. I haven’t seen him or spoken to him since he discovered our secret, but today he came to see me. There must be something wrong.
What was it?
Mr. Kirk, who has been invited in, looks around the house excitedly. He must never have been here. Of course… Khun Sam never let anyone into his house. If she finds out I let her ex-boyfriend in, will she be mad at me?
“Sit down. I’ll bring you some water.”
“Thanks.”
I treat him like a guest, even though the house is not mine.
“How are you, Mr. Kirk?”
“I am fine. And how are you? Since you stopped working.” Mr. Kirk said this without looking me in the eye. “Have you got a new job yet?”
“Yes, I did. I will work with Tee.”
“I am really sorry.”
He feels guilty saying. I quickly deny it with my hands.
“No, no need to apologize. It wasn’t your fault. It was the rules.”
“Even if there was no rule, I would force you to leave. Back then, I was really mad at you.”
“I understand.”
“Glad to see you today. I’ve wanted to apologize for a long time. But I was ashamed.”
“Does Khun Sam talk to you? I mean…she speaks normally, without anger.”
“She only talks to me about work stuff.” He pretends to smile. “If I were Sam, I would be mad at me.”
“It was my fault. What I did was treason. You didn’t go wrong to be mad at me.”
“Don’t feel guilty like that, Mon…” Mr. Kirk moistens his dry lips. He is restless. “You can hate me. Because your position now makes me feel more guilty.”
“About resigning, it’s okay…”
“Not.” Mr. Kirk shakes his head. “It’s not about that.”
“Then what is it about?”
The handsome man walks toward the door without hesitation. Then he turns and looks at me.
“I must end our conversation here, because if I keep talking to you, I will feel even worse.” He takes out something like a card and hands it to me. “I came over here to tell you about it because Sam would never tell you.”
I take the card from him with shaking hands. Even though I haven’t opened it, I know what it is. To ensure, I must open and confirm.
It’s a wedding invitation… from Khun Sam and Mr. Kirk.
“Actually, she wouldn’t tell me.”
“Leave her, Mon. I promise you that I will take care of her as best I can.”
I give him a bitter smile and ask.
“If I don’t let her, what will happen?”
And the response I get leaves me shocked.
“You will become an ad*lteress.”
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