Gap Pink Theory Novel Chapter 42 – War
We got in the car to talk privately. After I said all that, Khun Sam remains silent.
Too quiet for my taste…
“Khun Sam.”
“Are you shocked?”
She looks at me and sighs. She must have been looking for the best way to talk to me. I nod and smile like it’s nothing.
“Yes, I’m shocked, but okay.”
“If you are fine, why did you go back to your house?”
“I…”
Because what I did is the opposite of what I said. It’s not sensible. Sometimes I hate myself.
“I went back to thinking about things about us.”
“Saw? You are not well. Why did you say you were?” Khun Sam reaches out to touch my chin. “I know my grandmother better than anyone in this world. It must have been hard for you.”
“…”
“Do not worry. She is elderly. Please just focus on me. Because this is about us.”
I remain silent, even though she said it’s about us. But I can’t stop thinking about the gap between us. Khun Sam, who sees me quiet, forces me to look at her.
“Mon, everything will be fine. I promise.”
“I know. Love is between two people, the two of us. But I can live without caring about others. There’s not just the two of us in the world.” I face Khun Sam, the woman I love and say what I think. “It’s been a while since I realized things between us. Deep down I still worry about our class difference, as your grandmother said.”
“I will be mad at you.”
“If you hadn’t met me, would you still be dating Mr. Kirk, or I’d already be married to him.”
“Mon!”
Tears well up in my eyes. But it wasn’t because she yelled at me, it was because I completely agree with her grandmother. I don’t deserve her. Everything about us is a parallel.
There is a gap that never converges, status, family and sexuality.
A love story like ours… It is not accepted by our society.
Not only for Khun Sam’s grandmother, but also for my family, who I hold dear. I don’t know how to tell my parents that I fell in love with a woman. My parents expect me to have children and a good family. May I marry a man and have children.
Khun Sam should have a child and so should I. A woman cannot get pregnant by another by natural means.
Are we resisting?
“I really love you, Khun Sam. Wah.”
I lift my hands to cover my face and cry like a little girl. Khun Sam silently hugs me. Her heart is pounding so hard I can hear it.
“I’m going to talk to my grandmother.”
***
It’s been a long time since I’ve spoken in the PP gossip group Everyone reacts like they’ve seen a ghost when I tell them about Khun Sam’s grandmother.
Jim: Sam’s grandma was the one that made me stay away from her. Seriously, I’m naughty, but her grandma’s look makes me feel like a Pattaya hooker.
Kate: She’s the type of woman who makes you feel useless just by looking at her. Even though I was an actress who made a lot of money, she used to make me feel useless.
Tee: Worse in my case. She thinks I’m straight. Her house is a forbidden place I will never set foot.
After listening to their reports, I accept that I have friends with the same fate. I’m not alone in being the most useless girl in the world. At least high society girls are also useless in her eyes. So what would a janitor’s daughter like me be?
Jim: So don’t be upset. She is old, soon she will die.
Kate: Bitch? How dare you curse her grandmother?
Jim: Do you expect her to have a long life?
Kate: I’m just pretending.
Kate: I don’t respect her, nor do I want her to have a long life. She should leave.
Jim: See? I just have the courage to speak honestly. But even though Granny is mean, Sam loves and respects her.
Kate: Really. I like. It’s so fun.
Jim: Fun how?
Kate: I want to know if Mon’s power of influence is enough to resist Sam’s grandmother… Like her older sister did.
Tee: You’re right. Khun Nueng was so determined. She never looked back.
Jim: Determined too much. It affected other people, including Khun Song. And now Khun Sam is dealing with it all on her own. Poor Sam. I have so much empathy for my husband.
Tee: How does your husband come into the story?
Jim: ‘My husband’ is what I used to call PP
Doraemon: Am I disturbing you? Could you tell me more about Khun Nueng and Khun Song?
Kate: Oh, you don’t know their history? It’s hard to type, I’ll call you.
After five minutes, Kate calls me, beating around the bush before we get down to business. She tells me everything from the beginning.
Khun Sam’s family had 3 daughters. In that order, Khun Nueng, Khun Song and Khun Sam. Their parents died when they were little. So the custody of them stayed with the grandmother.
Khun Sam’s grandmother was an intelligent woman. In the age of change, titles and ranks didn’t matter in society, but she kept using the title as before.
All are useless.
And she is above everyone.
Khun Sam’s grandmother wanted to continue her bond with the royal family. Even though she knew there were no more precedents, she kept telling herself and her granddaughters that they were above the rest. And to make them believe that, she forced them to be as she wanted.
‘If you want something, you need to act.’
This is her motto. The person who suffered the most pressure was Khun Nueng, the older sister.
[Khun Nueng is the most perfect lady I’ve ever seen in this world.] Kate said adorable and I couldn’t help but blink my eyes.
“Serious?”
But the Khun Nueng I knew was so different from the one Kate described.
Khun Nueng is beautiful, both inside and out. Kate tells me that Khun Nueng excelled at everything: behavior, talking or walking. No one could compare. She was the star of the school.
But… Khun Nueng was never happy.
She grew up as her grandmother’s puppet and was controlled all the time. She couldn’t do what she wanted. Also, she had a lot more skills, but she couldn’t live her own life.
And the breaking point came… When she was supposed to marry a minister’s son. The grandmother told her that it would be good for her life.
[It all happened because she was forced to marry and she was outraged for a long time. Eventually, she snapped, fled the marriage, and broke ties with her grandmother. In the end, no one else saw her.]
“What happened to grandma?”
[She was very sad and bedridden. When Khun Nueng ran away, the next successor was Khun Song.]
The story isn’t over yet. Khun Song was the next to be controlled by the grandmother. She wasn’t forced into anything before as the middle granddaughter, but she was never loved either. When she got a little attention from her grandmother and felt a little love, she put enormous pressure on herself to make her grandmother proud of her.
But Khun Song didn’t have any special talent. She was blamed for everything she did. In the end, she couldn’t handle all the pressure…
[Khun Song hanged himself.]
“My God…”
[It was very painful for PP’s grandmother. She wouldn’t eat or sleep. PP saw all that. She felt very sorry for her grandmother. Furthermore, she was the youngest granddaughter. If all expectations fell on the eldest, the youngest received all the love and affection. So, PP kept saying that she would do everything so that her grandmother would never suffer again…]
Lastly, Khun Sam has been being controlled until now. Khun Nueng, Khun Song and Khun Sam were puppets controlled by their grandmother. And because there was only Khun Sam left, her grandmother loves her very much. Everything was processed interdependently.
She never went off the rails.
Her grandmother never pressured her. In fact, we can say… that she had other tactics out of compulsion.
If Khun Sam wanted to stay out of the palace, she could. But she would have to keep in touch with her grandmother and not go off the rails.
[In Kirk’s case, his grandmother doesn’t like him at all, she sees him as an ordinary guy with an infamous family. But she ignores this because his family is billionaires, he can support PP in many dimensions. So, she accepts it.]
“Yes.”
[PP did not refuse. Kirk is the man closest to her. Marrying him is better than a blind marriage. So they got engaged.]
“I understood…”
[But since you entered her life, we want to know how you will influence her to resist her grandmother. Grandma’s little girl now has a girlfriend.]
Kate is silent for a moment and laughs with delight.
[Now it’s war.]
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