Gap Pink Theory Novel Chapter 26 – To Lick
I arrived at Khun Sam’s house and already told my parents. They are not worried about me. But they still don’t know that I’m spending the night at my first girlfriend’s house.
Why am I feeling guilty?
“What’s wrong? It’s so quiet.”
She asks me as she’s drinking something in front of the fridge. I get scared when I hear Khun Sam, who is now my girlfriend, talking to me.
When the status changed, everything seems to have changed.
“I’m not thinking about anything.”
“Let’s go up.”
“Hey?”
“Shower before bed.”
She said slowly. I’m shy and so ashamed. Does she really intend to sleep cuddling all night? It’s only 6 pm.
Too early to sleep.
When she realizes I haven’t moved. She comes to me and pulls me by the hand.
“We will.”
When we are in the room, Khun Sam lets go of me and goes to shower as usual, I follow her. As I said before, she has some of my clothes in her wardrobe. Her house is already my second home.
“Ahhhhhh!”
“Why were you scared?”
I leave the bathroom and face Khun Sam right in front of me. We are the same height and she has her head tilted.
“Why are you standing there?”
“Waiting… What took you so long in the shower?”
“I always take a long time in the shower.”
“Not. It took much longer.” I smile because she was waiting for me.
“I was just taking my shower, did you miss me?”
“…”
“Why are you quiet?”
“I’m thinking about how to respond. Because my answer might confuse you.”
I am smiling satisfactorily. It’s so adorable to see her trying to communicate with me. Sometimes she is sorry. When she said that she liked me, I understood that she hated me. But when she said she hated me, I was hurt.
It will be difficult for her.
“Should we make a deal?”
“There is?”
“Now that we are in a relationship, I want to have more privileges than everyone else.”
“What?”
“Now, if you have something you want to tell me, you need to say it directly and bluntly. Just tell me.”
She’s a little confused about the deal, but it’s not difficult at all. However, I have been waiting for her answer for a long time. So I try to explain.
“Just tell me directly, can you?”
“It is not so difficult.”
“Well, I promise you, if you want anything, just tell me the truth and I’ll do the same in return.”
“Anything?” As if she had something in mind. “Accordingly.”
“Then…”
“Then, we should go to bed now.”
I look at the clock on the wall. It’s 7:30 pm… Why does she want to go to sleep so badly? I do not know what to do.
I am ashamed? Sleep is sleep.
“Yes.”
Today I look at the bed, which I had slept in before, and it’s not the same anymore. But I try to do what I used to do and crawl under the blanket. Khun Sam does the same. We don’t know what position to sleep in, on our back, on our side, or should we face each other?
Just sleep. Why am I thinking about this?!
“Wow, your ceiling looks nice.”
“Before, it was painted gray, but white combined better.”
I didn’t know what to say. So, I talked about the ceiling. Now I’m feeling weird.
“Mon.”
“Yes?”
“Is the ceiling better than me? Why do you keep looking at the ceiling?”
“I will speak the truth. I do not know what to do. Should I face you or my back?”
“Do as you wish.”
“Right.”
When I receive permission, I turn my back to her. Khun Sam says something sullen.
“Do you want to have your back to me?”
“I can’t face you.”
“Why?”
“Shame. Today you made my heart miss beats all day, I can’t believe we’re girlfriends.”
“Can I hug you?”
“…”
I nod because I can’t speak. Khun Sam approaches me, wraps his hand around my waist and hides his face in the back of my neck and tells me:
“Not only are you feeling this way, so am I. I keep asking myself: Am I dreaming?”
“Khun Sam…”
“The last few days, you must have been mad at me.”
“I was so disappointed in you. I wasn’t prepared to face the fact that Khun Sam, who was always so good to me, turned into a bad girl. I didn’t know why you had changed. I had no idea you were doing that because of me.”
“I’m sorry I didn’t tell the truth.”
“So that’s why I made the deal for you to be honest with me.”
“Clear.”
“You promised.”
“Hmm.”
I can feel her every breath from the back of my neck to my ear. It’s like there’s a kitten sniffing me. I close my eyes in shame, but I let it flow.
But I want to know. What is she doing? This will be the first test to prove our agreement.
“What are you doing, Khun Sam?”
“What?” Everything suddenly stops, as if someone has hit the pause button. Khun Sam, who had his lips touching my neck, turns onto his back, as if nothing had happened. “Nothing.”
“Saw? You just said you would be frank with me.”
“Just hugging you before bed.”
“Yes.” I answer briefly. “If you want to hug me, I’ll let you… Just hug.”
“If I want to go beyond hugs?”
“Just tell me what you want.”
“I didn’t want to go further. *yawns* I’m so sleepy.” When she finishes speaking, she turns her back to me.
“Good night.”
“Have a good night.”
I answer. So I bite my lip irritably. Why? Even though she promised to be honest with me, she wasn’t. And I don’t know if it’s because of anger or having to go to bed early, but I can’t fall asleep. I don’t know what time it is now, I just want to go for a walk or do something to calm down.
When I get out of bed.
“Where are you going?”
She said clearly which proves she was faking sleep.
“I’m going to drink some water and watch some TV.”
“Then I will go with you.”
“Didn’t you say you were sleepy?”
“I woke up.”
“OK…”
“It looks like you are mad at me.”
“No, I’m not.”
I give a short answer before heading downstairs. Khun Sam follows me and turns on the television to make some noise.
“Let’s sit together.” She pats the seat next to her, inviting me. I sit without thinking twice, even though I’m irritated. “What program?”
“Whatever.”
She keeps changing channels and asks my opinion on the shows, but I don’t respond. Doesn’t she see I’m moody?
Please show interest in me or ask how I’m feeling? Just one more time.
“Don’t have a favorite show?”
“I watch anything.”
“Then let’s watch a documentary.”
Everything we’ve watched so far is about animals. We are surfing the animal world and seeing their activities.
“Saw? You are not frank with me. How can you ask me to be frank with you? Is not fair.”
She tells me, so I look offended at her.
“Everything is fine.”
“See? You are lying to me.”
I sigh. She is calling me a liar.
“Right. I was. I accept. Quite frankly. Now it’s your turn.”
“What do you want to know about me?”
“At that time, in bed, what were you doing?”
“…”
“I’m just asking you to be honest with me.”
“I hugged you.”
“Just hugged?”
“…”
“Okay, if you don’t want to tell me, I’ll just pretend like nothing happened and it won’t happen again.”
“Something… Do I have to say it in words? I…”
“I just want to know if what you’re going to say is honest. I want to be your exception, but you can’t.”
We stay silent pretending we’re watching television. The documentary goes on to show a mating scene between lions. A male and a female, both licking each other while having sex. Khun Sam and I are paralyzed and having a heart attack.
“That…” She points to the television in an uncertain voice.
“What?”
“I want to do that… with you.”
I’m staring at her and my face is hot. Khun Sam, who was pointing at the television, is now looking at me.
Palpitation…
My heart is jumping out of my chest. Finally, she told me something honest. And now that she’s done it, I’m the one who’s ashamed.
“Khun Sam…”
“…”
“Do you want to lick my hair?”
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